it never really wanted me anyway, august was the one with the demonic magic. idk, i didn't kill it or anything, but i held it back. it probably found someone else out there.
but he lived, yeah. i saved him. fuck them woods though
yeah it was scary as shit, i cant fight for shit idk about hero, it was so goddamn stupid thats for sure. but none of my people died in the woods that year so like. it was worth it
it's like powerful, but it's risky. it's not like taboo exactly it's just sort of like. it can go wrong so easily, and no one really knows how to fix corruption once it's set in, so the general party line where we're from is for witches to stay away from it, if you can
obviously not everyone listens. some magic works better with it than others though. demonic magic usually handles it better, not so much mine.
i don't know, from the magic i think. there's a few things that can cause it. it's like an infection, i guess, and if its bad enough it spreads until you're not a person any more. that's how some monsters are made.
it's not getting any worse. i already checked, i check all the time, to make sure you know? it's just like idk, a tiny little sliver of messed up in there, i think thats why it didn't heal over
i did, yeah. i was messing with shit i shouldn't have.
no, i did it. i couldn't have even come close to what he was asking for if i didn't. i mean don't get me wrong he was swinging a giant sword around very threateningly but yeah the hand was me
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fuck, that's intense, nick. did you save him?
what happened with the monster
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but he lived, yeah. i saved him. fuck them woods though
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was it like an extrasensory thing?
i didn't think you were big on divination
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idk
something didnt want him going that night i guess
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you know that's a hero move. what you did.
you must've been terrified.
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idk about hero, it was so goddamn stupid thats for sure. but none of my people died in the woods that year so like. it was worth it
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you saved your friend, that's what matters.
you're pretty badass.
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don't play down your badassery
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ok sure it was a little
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but i mean if you don't like it
you healed my scars. the ones from stephen.
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i dont even know if i want to get rid of it or not yknow? it's mostly just annoying that i dont get to like choose
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you said that like it was a whole deal. i've known other witches it was a big deal for too
what does it mean to you?
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obviously not everyone listens. some magic works better with it than others though. demonic magic usually handles it better, not so much mine.
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a sign of that?
you had another one after that shit with hellboy
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i did, yeah. i was messing with shit i shouldn't have.
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is it permanent too
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that week was weird though, my hand wasn't scarred when it happened. i didn't even notice at the time
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the hand was me
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idk nick i mean where i'm from using your blood to power a spell isn't inherently bad. it doesn't come with any corruption threat
but maybe like
idk we could do a cleansing thing maybe
my magic might affect it where yours can't
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i mean i don't think it'll make anything worse
i wonder if you can feel it actually, if you're looking for it.
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i've never gone looking deeper though
do you want me to try? i mean, you did it for me
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