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[guylining]

We're perfect. We're perfect together.

[ It seems impossible that they only know each other because they're here. They're so well matched, it's stupid. They just work, in every way. ]

You know I've got like...all this tangle, of shit, in my head, and I'm always scared of putting people off with it. I've chased plenty of them away.

But never you. You feel all of that in me all the time, and it's never made you want to run. Not even once.

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Your mess is my mess, it's as simple as that.

[ it's always been as simple as that. even at the worst moments, when grief has bled through and fed back between them to the point of being overwhelming, nick has never once regret their link. how could he ever, when it's given them moments like this, where nick can feel all of nate's love as clearly and as easily as he feels his own?

nick tips his head forward, eyes closed as he leans fully into nate and just feels it for a moment. all of that love and affection, the trust there. it's overwhelming too, in its own way. in the best way, probably. ]

Every part of you is perfect. Even the tangled parts, especially the tangled parts. I've never wanted to let someone into my head, you know. But you...I want all of you. I want you to have all of me.

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[ It's strange how, even when Nick's touching him as much as he is now, Nate still wants more. It's like the more they get their hands on each other, the more they try. He would love to get closer, even with Nick's arms around him and their bodies curving in, and their foreheads against each other.

Nate can feel Nick's breath on his lips and it makes him smile. ]

When you were in my head before, it felt nice. It was comfortable, even though I wasn't properly me. It felt right that you were there. You were the most right thing about it.

[ He closes his eyes. ]

I have nothing to hide from you. Nothing, not even something small.