im still standing, somehow. if we ever need to know what my endurance is like for some reason, i think i can definitively say 3 days of constant magic is my limit but i had a really good time
I know you'll wake up eventually. This isn't the first time and it's not the last I'm sure that we've been through these. It doesn't change how much I hate it. I hate that we have no idea what could be happening to you, or what life could be like for you when you wake up.
You're right here. I'm sitting here watching you and I miss you so much.
We both have our own lives here but in the end, we have one another. Normally if I just want to see you, I can seek you out and pull you into my arms. I can drag you into bed to just curl up together. Sure there's amazing sex but it's not all we have.
It blows my mind how much our relationship has changed. I remember those early days of being nervous as I found myself falling for you, charmed by your wild nature and freedom to be who you are. I dreamed to be where we are now and I feel like for all I've been through, this is one of the blessed things in my life. You are one of the best things in my life and I'm glad for whatever time we get together here.
I love you, Nick. I hope whatever you might be going through will be okay and me and Chester and Cullen will watch over you until you're back here to share these Cheetos with us.
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