[ nick has learned a new trick while he's been rattling around in duplicity, which is why pierce gets all of a few minutes reprieve before green sparks open up into a portal in his kitchen, which nick stumbles out of.
and immediately starts talking. ranting, really. ]
What the fuck, I mean I should have fucking known after Kennedy and Oli, but seriously, what the fuck? You guys are really fucking late, you know that-
( when the fuck did you learn how to do that, nick?
too caught off guard by the random ass portal in his kitchen, pierce stares at his visitor for a long moment before he lifts his hand to stop him mid-babble. )
Fuckin' breathe, mate. I know I'm late, ( by like several years in fact. ) but I didn't exactly get a RSVP to this shithole.
[ nick does not in fact breathe, but he does pause, just for a moment. just long enough to laugh a little breathlessly, and to only sort of listen to what pierce is saying. he's mostly just focused on ducking around that held up hand, wrapping his arms around pierce's waist quickly. it's not optional. ]
You stupid motherfucker, how long has it even been?
( he saw the hug coming, but it still feels almost... unreal. it has been an incredibly long time since he last spoke to nick, no less seen him in person. the reunion feels both familiar and distant at once. wrapping his arms around him in reciprocation, his smile remains vague if not a little tight around the edges. )
Long. ( if nick is the same age as oli here, then that means he doesn't know about what happened to matty yet. fuck. another thing to add to the pile of shit he needs to keep from everyone. ) I'm... 23, so. ( a lopsided shrug of his shoulder. )
When did you learn how to use portals? ( inb4 nick can ask him questions about the future β or at least here's hoping. )
[ time has gotten a little screwy for nick here, so he's turning twenty-one for a second time and it's all gotten a bit confusing, but the fact that pierce has three years on them from home is more than a bit confusing.
he has questions, of course he does, but they're secondary to keeping his arms latched around pierce's waist and his ear pressed firm against his chest. ]
Like a week ago, honestly. I could have done it ages ago but I thought I was going to leave my arm behind or some shit.
( guess the least he can do is let nick get his fill.
pierce has been going through a lot of... let's call it, reflecting over past events and the decisions he has made regarding them and he honestly cannot say why he didn't just fucking drop everything and went to nick the moment he heard that matty didn't make it.
undoubtedly, he was caught up in something important, but it all feels so meaningless and trifle now. )
[ it's that simple and it's not, but there are so few good things that have happened lately that nick takes the moment to smother a smile into pierce's chest at the thought. the truth is closer to nick riding the high of trying new things and finally jumping in, but he doesn't know how to explain that without explaining the sobriety, and he can't explain the sobriety without explaining everything--
fuck. pierce being here is going to complicate things, again. ]
I like, study and shit now. I've been learning different magic, summoning, portals, they're spells from different worlds but we figured out how to make them work for me.
Which one was it? The bloodsucker, the jackass or the warlocks?
( color him impressed though. he never thought a day would come when nick of all people would be telling him that he's actually studying. )
Shit. ( placing his hands on his shoulders, pierce pulls him back to look down at his face. ) Are you really O'Broin? ( he presses his palm over his forehead, pretending to check his temperature. ) You didn't fuckin' get bodysnatched, did you?
[ it's a wasted effort but nick corrects him anyway. at least it tells him that pierce has run into oliver already, and nick will--decide how he feels about the chatter later. things with oli are already fragile, he doesn't want to blow it up with another knee jerk reaction.
he can't be annoyed for long anyway, pierce's reaction just makes him laugh, and he squirms a little but doesn't let him go, just tips his head into the touch instead. ]
I'm on a journey of self-betterment okay? There's a lot of time to kill around here. And it was Ragnor. One of the warlocks.
Self-betterment? ( amusement lights up his voice and lures out that inexplicably sweet cadence that pierce strickland has charmed one too many with. his grin brings out his dimples as he pinches nick's cheek. ) Does that include exercising, mate? Because if it does, then you're coming with me on my runs.
( enough with the small talk though. he has more urgent matters to discuss with him. taking hold of his forearms, pierce breaks the lock nick has around his waist, instead pulling him towards the living room by the wrist. they can't just stand there all day. )
We gotta chat, Nick. ( he sits him right down on the couch. )
Fuck that, I'm not running anywhere, you missed that phase.
[ he's happy enough to just follow along though, mostly because pierce trades out nick's latched on grip for holding his wrist and that's an acceptable trade off to him. except pierce says we gotta chat, and nothing good has ever followed someone saying that to nick.
he follows still, sits still, but the easy smile on his face has frozen in place, and he eyes pierce carefully as he tugs a leg up into the couch, pulls it up to his chest. ]
( phases can be brought back, o'broin. your time will come.
but for now, they need to talk about what's been going on with oli and his asshole dominant. instead of sitting next to him, pierce stays standing, his hands slipping into the pockets of his black sweatpants. )
Oli's Dominant. ( whatever smile disappears from his demeanor as he lowers his gaze down to nick coolly. ) Tell me what he's done, Nick.
[ nick's expression doesn't slip at all, which might not be a red flag for anyone else, but pierce has known him too long. nick's eyes flick from the door, back up to pierce, and his teeth dig into the inside of his cheek for a moment before he shrugs. ]
( nice try, mate. but they both know that pierce would not be coming to him if he could get the information he needed from oli.
there is no out for nick. not this time. )
I'm getting a little tired of all the secrecy here. You know as well as I do how this song and dance is gonna play out, Nick, so let's just fast forward to the part where you tell me the truth before I lose my fuckin' shit, find this motherfucker and pummel the answers out of him myself. Does that sound reasonable? ( oli, in fact, has told him enough for pierce to readily decimate that shitstain, but either he's trying to respect nick's privacy or he actually doesn't know the full extent of what happened, he hasn't divulged the details of what his dominant did to nick. so please help him fill in the gap. )
[ the thing is, everything that nick has done for the last month has been to keep other people out of it--to keep them safe, as much as nick can, but of course pierce arriving would blow that all up.
his eyes slide to the door again β maybe he should just leave, there really doesn't seem to be any other out β but he shifts uncomfortably in the seat, sliding back into the couch and shrinking down but staying put. for the minute, at least. ]
Please don't get involved. Please, it's not just--it's complicated, there's a lotβ I can't tell you what's happening, there's just a lot, and if I talk before things-- I can't.
( he can run if he wants, but nick should be aware by now that running away from pierce leads to disastrous consequences. )
The thing is, I'm already involved. He's Oli's Dominant. Do I need to repeat that? Oliver is contracted to him. And apparently, Oli can't leave him because you're involved. So, let's work out the math here. Two of my best fuckin' friends have been roped in by this steaming pile of decaying horseshit and I'm supposed to refrain from going after him when no one is giving me a good enough reason not to. ( actually, that's a straight up lie. oli already told him his plan and he is more than happy to oblige, but being honest with nick isn't gonna get him to spill, so πββοΈ )
It isn't adding up right, is it, Nicholas? ( he leans down as he braces his arms on either side of nick's head. his smile denotes his impatience, a sharp edge to its corners. ) Tell me what's going on. ( he meets his eyes with his own deliberately. ) I'm not some fuckin' run of the mill friend you have here. We've known each other for far too long for you to start treating me like one.
[ nick is easily intimidated, that's not exactly a new revelation, but these days it's definitely worse. pierce braces his arms and nick slouches down in response, pushes back into the cushions with as much give as they have. it's not enough, he can't lie under these conditions, not to pierce. he needs space, and not to feel like a caged animal--and he needs less to lie about.
nick swallows, and tries to do an impression of a person not freaking out when he clears his throat, because if there's anything that will just escalate the situation, it'll be if he starts fucking crying. ]
I know that, I fucking know Oli's stuck in a contract with him, you think I don't? [ it's a bad impression of a person not freaking out, nick can hear the strain in his voice already. ] Pierce, please. It's not good, okay? It's not, but I can't talk about it and you have to leave it alone. I'm handling it.
( one of the many downsides to being close to pierce strickland is that his near photographic memory and keen perception has granted him the highly inconvenient ability to learn, file away and register every minutiae detail of his best friends like the back of his hand.
also nick is just an incredibly bad actor and anyone who's known him for more than two seconds can tell that he's trying very hard not to cry. )
Fuckin' hell, O'Broin. ( his tone is scathing as he leans closer to him, further diminishing his space. a spark of something dangerous ignites behind his hazel hues β a vicious predator cornering its prey, merciless in both his intent and void of any compassion. ) If you say you can't talk to me about it one more time, I swear I'm going to find him and rip his spine straight out of his useless fuckin' body right now. Spill.
[ he might have pushed back, on a better month. or if nick didn't already feel so stretched thin, or if he wasn't quite so close, quite so sharp. but pierce is taking no prisoners and nick has been on the verge of this for a while now.
something about the tone of pierce voice does it. it's harsh, in a way that people aren't with nick at all any more, and he's aware, vaguely, that he's already started crying but nick ignores it. ]
It was my fault, okay? I didn't say shit, I said yes. You can't go fucking ripping spines out, I didn't stop him.
( he could have reeled back at anytime. stepped back and considered nick's feelings for once. but that has never been how pierce functioned. he manipulates, deceives, attacks and takes what he wants before his conscience sets in (if it sets in at all).
it's only when nick cracks and starts to talk that the tautness in his jaw eases and his expression softens. )
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like a week at most
oli told me that you and ken are both here too
19a up housing
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yeah k's here too holy shit
ok dont go anywhere dont move
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( not like he has anywhere better to be atm. )
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and immediately starts talking. ranting, really. ]
What the fuck, I mean I should have fucking known after Kennedy and Oli, but seriously, what the fuck? You guys are really fucking late, you know that-
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too caught off guard by the random ass portal in his kitchen, pierce stares at his visitor for a long moment before he lifts his hand to stop him mid-babble. )
Fuckin' breathe, mate. I know I'm late, ( by like several years in fact. ) but I didn't exactly get a RSVP to this shithole.
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You stupid motherfucker, how long has it even been?
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Long. ( if nick is the same age as oli here, then that means he doesn't know about what happened to matty yet. fuck. another thing to add to the pile of shit he needs to keep from everyone. ) I'm... 23, so. ( a lopsided shrug of his shoulder. )
When did you learn how to use portals? ( inb4 nick can ask him questions about the future β or at least here's hoping. )
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[ time has gotten a little screwy for nick here, so he's turning twenty-one for a second time and it's all gotten a bit confusing, but the fact that pierce has three years on them from home is more than a bit confusing.
he has questions, of course he does, but they're secondary to keeping his arms latched around pierce's waist and his ear pressed firm against his chest. ]
Like a week ago, honestly. I could have done it ages ago but I thought I was going to leave my arm behind or some shit.
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pierce has been going through a lot of... let's call it, reflecting over past events and the decisions he has made regarding them and he honestly cannot say why he didn't just fucking drop everything and went to nick the moment he heard that matty didn't make it.
undoubtedly, he was caught up in something important, but it all feels so meaningless and trifle now. )
What prompted you to finally try it out?
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[ it's that simple and it's not, but there are so few good things that have happened lately that nick takes the moment to smother a smile into pierce's chest at the thought. the truth is closer to nick riding the high of trying new things and finally jumping in, but he doesn't know how to explain that without explaining the sobriety, and he can't explain the sobriety without explaining everything--
fuck. pierce being here is going to complicate things, again. ]
I like, study and shit now. I've been learning different magic, summoning, portals, they're spells from different worlds but we figured out how to make them work for me.
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( color him impressed though. he never thought a day would come when nick of all people would be telling him that he's actually studying. )
Shit. ( placing his hands on his shoulders, pierce pulls him back to look down at his face. ) Are you really O'Broin? ( he presses his palm over his forehead, pretending to check his temperature. ) You didn't fuckin' get bodysnatched, did you?
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[ it's a wasted effort but nick corrects him anyway. at least it tells him that pierce has run into oliver already, and nick will--decide how he feels about the chatter later. things with oli are already fragile, he doesn't want to blow it up with another knee jerk reaction.
he can't be annoyed for long anyway, pierce's reaction just makes him laugh, and he squirms a little but doesn't let him go, just tips his head into the touch instead. ]
I'm on a journey of self-betterment okay? There's a lot of time to kill around here. And it was Ragnor. One of the warlocks.
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Self-betterment? ( amusement lights up his voice and lures out that inexplicably sweet cadence that pierce strickland has charmed one too many with. his grin brings out his dimples as he pinches nick's cheek. ) Does that include exercising, mate? Because if it does, then you're coming with me on my runs.
( enough with the small talk though. he has more urgent matters to discuss with him. taking hold of his forearms, pierce breaks the lock nick has around his waist, instead pulling him towards the living room by the wrist. they can't just stand there all day. )
We gotta chat, Nick. ( he sits him right down on the couch. )
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[ he's happy enough to just follow along though, mostly because pierce trades out nick's latched on grip for holding his wrist and that's an acceptable trade off to him. except pierce says we gotta chat, and nothing good has ever followed someone saying that to nick.
he follows still, sits still, but the easy smile on his face has frozen in place, and he eyes pierce carefully as he tugs a leg up into the couch, pulls it up to his chest. ]
About what?
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but for now, they need to talk about what's been going on with oli and his asshole dominant. instead of sitting next to him, pierce stays standing, his hands slipping into the pockets of his black sweatpants. )
Oli's Dominant. ( whatever smile disappears from his demeanor as he lowers his gaze down to nick coolly. ) Tell me what he's done, Nick.
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There's nothing to tell, leave it alone.
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there is no out for nick. not this time. )
I'm getting a little tired of all the secrecy here. You know as well as I do how this song and dance is gonna play out, Nick, so let's just fast forward to the part where you tell me the truth before I lose my fuckin' shit, find this motherfucker and pummel the answers out of him myself. Does that sound reasonable? ( oli, in fact, has told him enough for pierce to readily decimate that shitstain, but either he's trying to respect nick's privacy or he actually doesn't know the full extent of what happened, he hasn't divulged the details of what his dominant did to nick. so please help him fill in the gap. )
So, I'll ask you again. What did he do?
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his eyes slide to the door again β maybe he should just leave, there really doesn't seem to be any other out β but he shifts uncomfortably in the seat, sliding back into the couch and shrinking down but staying put. for the minute, at least. ]
Please don't get involved. Please, it's not just--it's complicated, there's a lotβ I can't tell you what's happening, there's just a lot, and if I talk before things-- I can't.
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The thing is, I'm already involved. He's Oli's Dominant. Do I need to repeat that? Oliver is contracted to him. And apparently, Oli can't leave him because you're involved. So, let's work out the math here. Two of my best fuckin' friends have been roped in by this steaming pile of decaying horseshit and I'm supposed to refrain from going after him when no one is giving me a good enough reason not to. ( actually, that's a straight up lie. oli already told him his plan and he is more than happy to oblige, but being honest with nick isn't gonna get him to spill, so πββοΈ )
It isn't adding up right, is it, Nicholas? ( he leans down as he braces his arms on either side of nick's head. his smile denotes his impatience, a sharp edge to its corners. ) Tell me what's going on. ( he meets his eyes with his own deliberately. ) I'm not some fuckin' run of the mill friend you have here. We've known each other for far too long for you to start treating me like one.
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nick swallows, and tries to do an impression of a person not freaking out when he clears his throat, because if there's anything that will just escalate the situation, it'll be if he starts fucking crying. ]
I know that, I fucking know Oli's stuck in a contract with him, you think I don't? [ it's a bad impression of a person not freaking out, nick can hear the strain in his voice already. ] Pierce, please. It's not good, okay? It's not, but I can't talk about it and you have to leave it alone. I'm handling it.
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also nick is just an incredibly bad actor and anyone who's known him for more than two seconds can tell that he's trying very hard not to cry. )
Fuckin' hell, O'Broin. ( his tone is scathing as he leans closer to him, further diminishing his space. a spark of something dangerous ignites behind his hazel hues β a vicious predator cornering its prey, merciless in both his intent and void of any compassion. ) If you say you can't talk to me about it one more time, I swear I'm going to find him and rip his spine straight out of his useless fuckin' body right now. Spill.
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something about the tone of pierce voice does it. it's harsh, in a way that people aren't with nick at all any more, and he's aware, vaguely, that he's already started crying but nick ignores it. ]
It was my fault, okay? I didn't say shit, I said yes. You can't go fucking ripping spines out, I didn't stop him.
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it's only when nick cracks and starts to talk that the tautness in his jaw eases and his expression softens. )
What happened exactly, Nick? What did he do?
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