extent | duplicitynet

yes i promise

do you think there is
idk
a perception that i'm only good for sex

did he say that

not exactly

ok

no

i think when i see that arsehole on the network he's every time a sex-obsessed, jealous, brainless fop who's only interested in his own pleasure and he's btw contracted to another rat bastard who hates all witches just for being witches

so i don't think it's about you only being good for sex
i think that's just about all he sees value in bc it's not like he's ever offering anything else

look at him he's putting peoples nudes online just like duplicity do. he's a vapid useless princess of a man. pretentious and awful and hateful

and you deserve so much better than anything related to him in any way. no part of any of this is a reflection on you.

just because someone is stupid or a dick doesn't automatically make them wrong.

i've slept with him a bunch of times. it's not like he doesn't know what he's talking about.

the only thing wrong with that is that you're giving him any time of day at all

listen to me.
you make me laugh every single day
you make me smile when i'm sad
you're so loyal that you stand by me even when i'm the one being a stupid dick
you're fun all of the time, you have such a way with animals that it makes me actively jealous, you're the best user of natural magic that i've ever seen in my life and you're a hell of a lot more clever than you let most people see

and yeah, you're pretty fucking good in bed
but if he thinks that's all you are then it's either because you haven't let him see the rest, or he's so fucking vapid that he can't see it
guess which one i think is true

youre going to make me cry you ass

( oh it is absolutely too late for that. )

i think that maybe hes not like
a good person for me to be around
like i dont think hes doing it on purpose but if i'm leaving multiple interactions feeling shit its probably on me to make that call

you mean this isn't the first time?

( well. )

he doesnt do it on purpose.

okay that's not an excuse for making you feel bad

you tell him?

kind of. not really.
the whole thing was so embarrassing + i dont think he really gets it anyway.

yeah well he's not worth it

you know you deserve everything, right? you deserve someone who makes you feel a million dollars

more, even

you deserve someone who treats you as good as you treat them.

like i know that, i do

i do know that

all this shit is just getting in my head

okay

well i mean

why are you with someone who's not treating you right, then?

that's not judgement
genuine question.

i'm not 'with' him we just hook up sometimes

i just
i dont know i didnt think we were friends but i thought we were on...friendlier terms than this

are you sure i can't curse him

i mean i can't make anything specific but i've got the standard alopecia and bedbug curses stashed in my drawer, you can't tell me it wouldn't be funny to test those out