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( ...well that sure isn't what he was expecting when he opened up the attachment )

we had a whole conversation abt kinks and u never once said u were a latex daddy i feel lied to

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wait what

[There's a good drop of panic in his gut, because he doesn't know what that means at first and it drives close to home. He has to fumble around and notice the attachment sent, an item from the camera roll he knows was not even close to being accidentally sent by an errant swipe of his thumb. What the hell? Panic spreads as he needs to suppress this.]

oh that.
it's not what u think
i had to wear it for a gig

[That phrasing makes it sound better!!]

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ohhh now i definitely have more questions

what kind of gig
did u like it
do u still have it

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it was a waitstaff job, u lil horny creep
it was that or nothing, literally
and why? so u can see it?
dont have it

[He has it.]

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ur doing fetishwear waiter gigs but IM the horny creep? the disrespect

yes obviously so i can see it that was a garbage shot
i notice u didnt answer one of my questions

( he just knows the suit is out there he can feel it in his bones )

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i answered one: i dont have it

[LIES.]

and idk it was a job. jobs are jobs
it's kind of uncomfortable but you get used to it?
mask was the annoying part

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there was a mask???

( oh god how is he supposed to ever let this go now. )

did. you. like. it.
tell me you have to

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i didn't like serving drinks.

and thats all i did in it
before u ask

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what is the point in wearing a fetish suit if ur not going to at least try it out omg

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they squeak more than u think they would
not the sexiest thing

but i guess i can see why it's people's thing
you feel a bit different. not yourself?

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thats very funny + also good to know

oh like roleplay kinda. i can see that
follow up q.
would you try it?

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are u asking bc ur into it?

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i'm not answering stuff if i'm gonna get shit on for it
this isn't something i want ppl to know about
i already have a weird rep

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i havent tried the whole latex thing i don't know if i am

who am i going to tell?
honestly like im not gonna go publicizing shit that should be kept quiet
for obvious reasons

im just nosy u dont really have to answer

( but like. he should. )

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i wouldn't not try it if given the chance

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( interesting...... )

do u want to?

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if i did we'd have to talk about it

it's one thing to just play around with it
but like i said, it can make u feel differently
the mask makes me different

but we can talk about that when we do it
if we do it.

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i'm a big fan of talking
no one wants anyone freaking out or something

( the problem is, this started out as very silly vague interest at best, and now he's actually

curious )

different how?
or are u locking lips until a date is set

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i don't know how to explain it
if i am behind the mask it feels like it empties my head
i'm not myself. i can be somebody else, something else

[Detachment: makes murder feel justifiably easy to pretend you didn't do 'yourself'.]

it's cold.
idk if that makes sense.

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sort of

( not at all, really, but he's not going to just say that. )

is it dangerous
there's no right answer to that it's not a dealbreaker
i just want to know

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not any more than i normally am

[So yes. There's some potential danger, oops.]

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( this is something he should probably be more worried about... )

well i dont normally feel in danger around you

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[Definitely.]

good. cause i wouldn't hurt u
at least not unless u asked me to.

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dont i know it ;)

fwiw u don't freak me out
idk what rep u have or whatever but like
i'm not scared of u
just so u know

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thanks.

it's just there are some assholes here
one in particular, really
jock types who power trip
same as back home but
i can usually not give a shit when they call me a freak

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that's happening here?
that's fucked up
you shouldn't have to put up w that things are already hard enough w/o people giving you a hard time.