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they squeak more than u think they would
not the sexiest thing

but i guess i can see why it's people's thing
you feel a bit different. not yourself?

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thats very funny + also good to know

oh like roleplay kinda. i can see that
follow up q.
would you try it?

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are u asking bc ur into it?

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i'm not answering stuff if i'm gonna get shit on for it
this isn't something i want ppl to know about
i already have a weird rep

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i havent tried the whole latex thing i don't know if i am

who am i going to tell?
honestly like im not gonna go publicizing shit that should be kept quiet
for obvious reasons

im just nosy u dont really have to answer

( but like. he should. )

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i wouldn't not try it if given the chance

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( interesting...... )

do u want to?

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if i did we'd have to talk about it

it's one thing to just play around with it
but like i said, it can make u feel differently
the mask makes me different

but we can talk about that when we do it
if we do it.

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i'm a big fan of talking
no one wants anyone freaking out or something

( the problem is, this started out as very silly vague interest at best, and now he's actually

curious )

different how?
or are u locking lips until a date is set

[confiscated]

i don't know how to explain it
if i am behind the mask it feels like it empties my head
i'm not myself. i can be somebody else, something else

[Detachment: makes murder feel justifiably easy to pretend you didn't do 'yourself'.]

it's cold.
idk if that makes sense.

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sort of

( not at all, really, but he's not going to just say that. )

is it dangerous
there's no right answer to that it's not a dealbreaker
i just want to know

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not any more than i normally am

[So yes. There's some potential danger, oops.]

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( this is something he should probably be more worried about... )

well i dont normally feel in danger around you

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[Definitely.]

good. cause i wouldn't hurt u
at least not unless u asked me to.

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dont i know it ;)

fwiw u don't freak me out
idk what rep u have or whatever but like
i'm not scared of u
just so u know

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thanks.

it's just there are some assholes here
one in particular, really
jock types who power trip
same as back home but
i can usually not give a shit when they call me a freak

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that's happening here?
that's fucked up
you shouldn't have to put up w that things are already hard enough w/o people giving you a hard time.

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tell that to people who tell me to just get over it and ignore him
or god forbid, they try to defend him as a good guy

u know mantle by any chance?

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( intimately, if however briefly, but he's not going to say that now )

um i think i recognize the name

he's the one giving you grief?
that's some bullshit u shouldn't have to just get over anything

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[Ironically, Tate's known him the same way. There's a whole hate-lust thing, but like hell he's gonna admit that.]

yeah well
i just keep my head down and ignore him when i can
not easy for a few reasons but w/e

at least he's loud enough u always hear him coming

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im shit at advice and u probably dont actually need my hot take anyway but like
if anyones giving u shit u can let me know

( .... )

not to like beat them up i mean ill just idk provide u distractions

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thanks.

what kind of distraction?

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depends on the mood
fun things

wanna help me come up w drug ideas for work

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i'd be down with that

u gotta tell me the full menu
what u got already
so we can brainstorm additions

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oh god ok
so obv a lot of it is just like existing stuff recreating I've been trying to churn out like drugs w/o bad side effects but sometimes it's harder
the powders was a new thing mostly i do smokable stuff it's way easier for me

( congrats on being part of his very experimental trial, tate)

i like messing w the mood it gives so ive got like stuff that makes u real calm, or some that gets u real energetic & hype, some like real bliss stuff
the horny stuff but that's standard it just sells well

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i like the sound of all this shit... i'm gonna have 2 set up a tab with you, at this rate

u able 2 do anything that makes ppl feel more connected to each other?