tbf my uncles aren't hot at all so youre not wrong
i guess? i dont know i sleep w a lot of people, i wouldnt call most of them lovers pierce is my friend, but august is like i dont know, i feel calm when i'm with him
Do not shame yourself for the truth of your feelings.
I feel the same way, with Daemon. Is that strange to say? That someone so vile and deceitful and cruel should be who I feel most deeply connected with. That he understands me in ways even I cannot rightly speak about.
We are at odds, he and I, and yet i am drawn to him so.
it's not that strange, really. everyone wants to be like, seen, right? like two things can be true at the same time or whatever, you can know that those things about him are true, and still like how it makes you feel that he understands you
like its messy dont get me wrong, but i dont think youre strange for it at all, really
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Are you comfortable with this line of discussion?
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fucked pierce
is that weird? it feels weird not to say it now that its relevant
not in like a feelings way tho that's all your area
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My sister has fucked our uncle when she was younger than I. This is only weird if you want it to be weird, I suppose.
...Do you not care for your friend?
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ashamed of telling me stuff ok?
like i love pierce but i'm not in love with him
you know?
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Is that how you speak of lovers, where you come from? In love? How do you know?
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i guess? i dont know i sleep w a lot of people, i wouldnt call most of them lovers
pierce is my friend, but august is like
i dont know, i feel calm when i'm with him
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You are fond of your August, aren't you? He makes you feel whole when you are with him. Completed, fated, and perceived as you are.
Is that how it is between you?
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like i don't know, i kind of
feel like people don't get me a lot of the time, not really, but like
he always has
that's so sappy god sorry that's not very trading horny secrets of me
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I feel the same way, with Daemon. Is that strange to say? That someone so vile and deceitful and cruel should be who I feel most deeply connected with. That he understands me in ways even I cannot rightly speak about.
We are at odds, he and I, and yet i am drawn to him so.
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like two things can be true at the same time or whatever, you can know that those things about him are true, and still like how it makes you feel that he understands you
like its messy dont get me wrong, but i dont think youre strange for it
at all, really
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You are both wise and utterly foolish, Nicholas. That you understand so much of people, but choose not to see their failings, or their poor character.
I think, in another life, I might have come to see my uncle as I do my family, and it terrifies me to admit it. He is our enemy. He
[ is mine. ]
stands against my brother's claim, and in support of my half-sister Rhaenyra. I cannot abide it.