Do not shame yourself for the truth of your feelings.
I feel the same way, with Daemon. Is that strange to say? That someone so vile and deceitful and cruel should be who I feel most deeply connected with. That he understands me in ways even I cannot rightly speak about.
We are at odds, he and I, and yet i am drawn to him so.
it's not that strange, really. everyone wants to be like, seen, right? like two things can be true at the same time or whatever, you can know that those things about him are true, and still like how it makes you feel that he understands you
like its messy dont get me wrong, but i dont think youre strange for it at all, really
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I feel the same way, with Daemon. Is that strange to say? That someone so vile and deceitful and cruel should be who I feel most deeply connected with. That he understands me in ways even I cannot rightly speak about.
We are at odds, he and I, and yet i am drawn to him so.
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like two things can be true at the same time or whatever, you can know that those things about him are true, and still like how it makes you feel that he understands you
like its messy dont get me wrong, but i dont think youre strange for it
at all, really
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You are both wise and utterly foolish, Nicholas. That you understand so much of people, but choose not to see their failings, or their poor character.
I think, in another life, I might have come to see my uncle as I do my family, and it terrifies me to admit it. He is our enemy. He
[ is mine. ]
stands against my brother's claim, and in support of my half-sister Rhaenyra. I cannot abide it.