duplicitynet | inbox

[extent]

user name: nick
text | video | voice | action | etc

Comments

[sickenign]

okay thank u

icb hes just gone how do u deal with this :^(

[extent]

its
yeah
idk it doesnt get any easier :/

it sucks i dont even know when we're gonna see him next if we all do go home

[sickenign]

i keep thinking abt it like he died and its fucking me up

like

"i cant believe hes gone"

etc

stupid lol

[extent]

its not stupid
its not like we even know whats happened, really. everyone says gone home but

but thats fucking morbid+scary so i dont wanna think abt that part rn

i miss him already, even tho i havent seen him properly in years. thats stupid

[sickenign]

i super dont want to go home

if i do just disappear from here one day u can throw a funeral for me idc

[extent]

u could move back w me, then home wouldnt be so bad
i miss you too yknow, its dumb that u guys dont visit more
that doesnt really matter now just like as an fyi

if u disappear i'll cry every day for a month. maybe 2

[sickenign]

maybe 10 more like

im gonna be real w u home was kinda fucked up b4 i came here

like

my fam went full amish on me and said if i left again i just wouldnt be able to come back ever

[extent]

like shunned from the church?
fuck me

well i mean i guess thats a pretty good reason for not hanging out for a while i'll give u that

fuck ken i'm sorry :/

[sickenign]

its ok im still trying 2 work out what to do about it not that it matters since im here lol

but they didnt like that i hang out with party boys lollll

[extent]

☹️ party boys r the best

what if u like set up a glamour that looked like u so that u could leave w/o them realizing + come back
or we could pretend to be like spiritual missionaries + wear suits and come see u there

[sickenign]

omg

mormons coming to convert the amish honestly where is that movie

glamour is a cool idea... also i was thinking like maybe i could just astral project my lil ass outta there now and then to see u?

but its not the same

[extent]

u should absolutely do that
even if ur right + its not the same, i cant make out w ur astral projection

i guess we just need to figure out how to like
wiggle and influence ur family convictions into something that looks a lil more like ours

[sickenign]

could just ditch em forever

like that is a thing i could do

if im exploring all of my options

[extent]

is it actually an option tho?
like is that something u wanna give up?