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[drmcsexy]

Honestly, I never thought you were.
Uncertain and unsure because of other things, but not sad.

You know that if we can find a way to work through things, that's what I always want to do. Right?

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yeah, i know that

i think that um
i know itd be easier to just feel like shit and throw in the towel with everyone and crawl off to some hole and tell myself its fine because its what i deserve but like

i dont want to do that. this means too much to me to do that. you mean too much to me

sorry thats a little heavy for a ha ha conversation. but i want you to know.
as long as there's any part of you that wants us to work, i want to do what i have to, to fix it

[drmcsexy]

Unless you ever tell me that you don't want me anymore, I will always look for you.
Even if you crawl away and hide.

Because you do mean so much to me, Nick. I haven't hidden that for a long time.

Please, don't be. I need to talk about these things. I just haven't wanted to push you too hard while you're coping with everything you've been through.

Because I needed to know that. I need to know where we stand.
Because I do want us to work, Nick. I always have, and I'm not giving up on that just because things get rough.