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[meca]

Okay.

( he's doubting nick will keep it. that he'll keep his word here, that something won't come along that will make nick want to keep secrets again and oliver will find out about it weeks after it becomes a problem just before it implodes in on itself. but he wants to believe nick. )

I told a lie earlier because I thought it'd help. But if we're aiming for honesty and shit I should probably go back and fix it.

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[ that's--fair. nick doesn't really have a leg to stand on, being hurt about lies right now, so he just sort of nods, closing his eyes. ]

About what?

[meca]

William's a manipulative, witch-hating piece of shit who definitely doesn't believe in asking before pushing boundaries. ( who has hurt oliver, but he doubts it's to the same level as whatever caused nick to have been as cagey as he has been. but he doesn't think nick would really appreciate comparing trauma levels either. ) Sometimes he was sweet and great and everything seemed fine. Sometimes I thought he'd break me before I got a chance to leave.

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[ that about tracks with everything nick knew of william, before he realised it was intentional and not just city shit being pulled on the both of them. it makes his stomach turn even thinking about it, but he asks anyway. ]

Tell me what he did.

[meca]

I don't think it really matters, and I don't think you really want to hear about it anyway.

( tipping his head up to brush his lips against nick's nose gently. it's not going to help nick any if they talk about past experiences with him, just like it won't do shit for oliver if he asks nick what william did to him aside from give him more ideas of crap to do to william himself. so. )

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I don't know. I think my imagination can run a little too wild.

[ his mind immediately goes to the nasty brand still sitting low on his own back, the way that only he and william can see it, the way it won't heal no matter what nick tries.

but instead of asking more questions, nick just tilts his head again and kisses oliver. not a soft little brush like all the others, this is hard and a little desperate, and comes with nick mumbling straight into oliver's mouth. ]

I missed you, so much.

[meca]

( this is fine. oliver leans into the kiss with a soft pleased noise, tipping his head in so he can press his tongue into nick's mouth, pulls back to nip softly at his lips before he's--using his leg to push at nick's hips to try and roll him over onto his back. )

I'm here now.