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You better not.

[ it's a joke, funny only because it's impossible. the idea of ever being with nate and being bored is just laughable, nick can't imagine a world where it's even a possibility.

it's that much sweeter because of how soft it is, the gentle hand on his back, the way their kisses trade back and forth just brush against each other. nick nudges his nose against nate's cheek, smothers a smile against it too. ]

I always think I love you as much as I possibly can, you know. Like, every day I think that, and every day I love you more anyway. And I think about like, a month down the line, or a year, and I can't even imagine what it's going to look like, because I think I love you the most I can now, but I know it's just going to...keep getting bigger.

[guylining]

[ Nate doesn't say it, but he can't look down the line like that. It terrifies him, the thought of their future, because he knows there might be a time when they can't do this. He knows that Nick could disappear, like Nick Scratch did. Like so many people do.

And if that happened to Nick, Nate doesn't know what he would do. It's the thing that scares him most. ]

I think...every day with you I feel something I didn't think I could. I never thought I'd want to be touching someone all the time, or just...spend every minute with the same person.

But I do. I'm happiest when I'm just here. When we're doing this.

[ He brushes his lips over Nick's cheekbone, and moves them into his hair. These are soft kisses, but they're somehow more possessive than when they're rough with each other. ]