[ He keeps thinking, if he has just gotten that portals spell right, he could've fixed this. Immediately. And now there's nothing that he can do, no hope that he ever could. Only the very distant, guilty, terrible thought that they might bring her back again themselves. ]
no we made those tattoos together i have to do them and the bacchanal, we made all those plans
maybe we went too big last time like throwing everything we had at it
maybe i don't know, we don't try and brute force it. there's got to be a boundary or barrier or something? maybe we try to go in quieter. find a gap not rip a hole does that make sense?
when i got the call she was gone i went in her room and the 3 dogs thought i was her they keep looking out the window and every time theres a sound they run out to see if it's her and then they bark their bloody brains out when it's not
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[ He keeps thinking, if he has just gotten that portals spell right, he could've fixed this. Immediately. And now there's nothing that he can do, no hope that he ever could. Only the very distant, guilty, terrible thought that they might bring her back again themselves. ]
no we made those tattoos together
i have to do them
and the bacchanal, we made all those plans
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take tomorrow. today, whatever it is. just a little bit of time.
i'll help you keep those things going if that's what you want to do.
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i was supposed to be able to fix this
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but i don't have any different idea to try
and i don't want to get everyone in trouble again
besides doing the same spell would just yield the same results and risk all of our sanity again, there isn't any point
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like throwing everything we had at it
maybe
i don't know, we don't try and brute force it. there's got to be a boundary or barrier or something?
maybe we try to go in quieter. find a gap not rip a hole
does that make sense?
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yeah, maybe. maybe we could do a spell to try and feel out the boundary
find anywhere it might be weaker
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cause we dont need to get everyone in or out right? just one person, to see if it can be done, and then we work from there
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yes. just one, bc that would prove it could be done
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so let's work on that
but not today
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ok. yeah, not today. i'll stay home
if you're sure
are you sure?
we still haven't replaced henry
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its one day, nate, i promise the place won't fall apart
take the time, do what you need to do. and if you need more we can figure out a solution to that too, but for now
a day.
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thank you
i love you, you know.
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i know this is going to suck, no matter what. so whatever i can do to make it easier, i'll do it.
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like already
when i got the call she was gone i went in her room and the 3 dogs thought i was her
they keep looking out the window and every time theres a sound they run out to see if it's her
and then they bark their bloody brains out when it's not
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this is going to hurt for a while. i wish it didn't.
you dont deserve this.