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i think so
i'm still trying to figure out wtf happened its so weird

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it's happening a lot lately
or maybe i'm just noticing it
u and my therapist both,

do u feel any different?

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maybe? it was kinda nice to just chill for a few months yknow, even if i didnt know i was doing that

i already knew that everyone forgot when they went home (""went home?"") but its still weird to actually have it happen
do u think we're clones?

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i dont know, how would that work?

i've never had that happen to me. dreams or disappearing
ive just been here 2 years while all the ppl i know get it happening to them
idk if i'd like it if it happened to me

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idk maybe its just our consciousness being shunted between bodies or something.
i dont like to think about it too much tbh

you've never had a going back dream?

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no, not once
but almost everyone i know's experienced that shit.

i've just been here nonstop for 2 years
unchanged

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its fucking weird ngl and i didnt even KO for that long
im p sure i just got a full night's sleep for the first time ever

do u want to? i know like, some people dont

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idk
probably not.

i've got a better thing going here, which seems to be less common for most ppl
i have nothing i can really look forward to going back to
i was stuck in the same place for 18 years

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like u never went anywhere before u
yknow
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( how does one politely say kicked the bucket, exactly

probably not like that )

i never left my hometown either but there was always weird shit happening so i never rly thought abt leaving i guess

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[How does one... correct that? He pauses but pushes through.]

i always wanted to go places. did u?
what kind of weird shit kept u around?

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idk, when people started going off places i guess? but they come back enough that it doesnt really matter

magic stuff. family stuff a little i guess. mostly the magic tho. its easier to do the shit i do there, if i went off places i'd have to like
learn how the magic works in that area
like it took me weeks to figure out how to grow simple shit here bc everything feels different

where did u want to go?

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overseas, maybe
or to the east coast. i heard its cooler there

[Tate doesn't really know. It's just the feeling of possibility that he misses most.]

doesnt rly matter now
never will get there

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are u stuck? we could like....untether ghosts but they didnt really latch onto places very often

i mean i know its not the same but like, u could still go maybe. when u get home. at least u could see it, its something

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yeah, i was stuck. would be.
idk if u can untether from where i was.
wish it'd be possible for u to try