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so crais is like my dad, right
or i think of him like that
there was a whole thing because i died last halloween and i was messed up about it and he talked to me and helped me and ever since then we've had this like
dad/son thing. so any time something bad happened i would tell him

but then like
on the finder

i found out he died
because cy had to kill him
and even though they're both like my family, neither of them fucking told me until i found out on the fucking finder

and then i talked to crais about it and he's like 'oh yeah so the heat is intolerable for me, it'll literally kill me and the only thing keeping me alive was ragnor's magic which disappeared at the camp' and i'm like
how the fuck
did i not know you needed magic to keep you alive
when i'm a witch and could've helped with that

so that's another fucking enormous thing that someone i thought i was seriously fucking close to just didn't tell me
and worse than that he told another witch and got him to use his magic instead of me

i told crais and cy both a lot of personal shit right, like
death and trauma and murder
and neither of them told me any of this. and i'm so pissed
and stupid
for thinking of them like family when it's obviously not fucking mutual