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[drmcsexy]

That's not the point, Nick. You've been abused by this place not once but twice. Even if it would be about doing the right things for you, I can't put you through that again.

You will be required to take classes in the care of a Submissive: body worship, how to ensure orgasm and aftercare.

Public use again, Nick. How could I ask that of you?

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you're not asking me, i'm telling you
this is not the same as that, at all
me and you, we're not the same as that

this is a choice. i'm choosing.

[drmcsexy]

You have to know and understand why Michael and I don't want this, right? Why thinking about it happening to you is so hard?

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look, i get it
but you guys need to understand that this situation isn't even remotely close to that

except for if they make it public. if they do, i already know how to handle that

ur not being asked to torture ur being asked to care

[drmcsexy]

You have to know we just want to protect you in anyway we can, and that we just want to take care of you.

I want to protect you. I know I can't here but I care, Nick.

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ur already doing everything u have to, more even
u cant protect me from the whole city that's just unrealistic

tell michael if he wants to argue abt this he can come here + do it

( no offence kyle, but nick thinks he's going to be the harder one to wear down )

[drmcsexy]

I am all for unrealistic ideals. I mean, I'm a vampire and that's fairytales so what's a few unrealistic ideals?

I don't even want to think about it until I've taken a few of the classes I'm assigned to. I want to know what they expect before I volunteer you for it.

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i'm a witch the whole house is already unrealistic enough

youre not volunteering me for anything i'll say that again
but fine get a to do list or whatever and we can talk about specifics then
but i'm serious im not sitting on the bench just bc u guys think ur protecting me from something
ok?

[drmcsexy]

You know I only want to protect you because you're important to me, right?

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We'll work it out but just try and understand where I'm coming from. Okay?

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i'm trying ok

like i GET it i really do but like
im not gonna live my whole life in bubble wrap either and i'd rather actually get a say in shit instead of decisions being made for me

[drmcsexy]

You're right, Nick. We need to work this out together.
I've watched so many friends hurt and just want to try and make things better for them. Really all it is.

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we're going to figure it out
it'll be fine i'm like...the least worried about whatever exam thing theyre going to throw at you
i'm way more worried about the week theyre going to spend teaching u shit in realignment

[drmcsexy]

I'm not worried about that. It's only meant to show me how to take care of you all better. I think I have that though and will do the best I can for you both.

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man dont drink the kool-aid
this city's idea of caring is some bullshit
you already do everything u need to for us and more u dont need stupid lessons

[drmcsexy]

Do you really believe that or just telling me what I need to hear with all of this going on?

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yes i believe it don't call me a liar

i get you're going to have to go through these classes no matter what but dont start believing their bullshit, they dont know a single fucking thing

[drmcsexy]

I'm not calling you a liar. Just saying things to keep me from panicking.

[ Panicking more. ]

I just want to be good for you and Michael.