Sometimes I look at you and you're already looking at me and I can't help but think maybe there's a reason for that. Sometimes you let me hold your hand and I think why would he do that, if he doesn't feel it too? Sometimes you smile at me and you hardly smile for anyone anymore, but even then it still feels like a smile only I get to see.
Am I going insane? I don't know anymore. Sometimes it feels like everything you do is screaming at me to just tell you, so that you can say it to me too, and then sometimes it feels like the only thing that keeps us like 'us' is because I haven't told you. I don't know how to figure out which part is the delusional one.
Is it really so crazy to think that you might feel the same?
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