[ but despite that he's--a little lazily stepping out of one of those portals a moment later, not much feeling like scrambling up onto the rooftop right now. nick's in a weird sort of state, high enough that he's not really sad, but too sad to get any kind of high. mostly nick just feels out of sorts, and by the time he's stepping out onto the roof and holding his hand out to chris he hasn't really mustered a smile. ]
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[ but despite that he's--a little lazily stepping out of one of those portals a moment later, not much feeling like scrambling up onto the rooftop right now. nick's in a weird sort of state, high enough that he's not really sad, but too sad to get any kind of high. mostly nick just feels out of sorts, and by the time he's stepping out onto the roof and holding his hand out to chris he hasn't really mustered a smile. ]
Don't let me fall now.